Soaked in madness

with the first rays of the sun tickling on my face ,
Mama says, get up baby
Squinting, yawning ,
walk through the premises of the living room,
Good morning son. beeps dada.
pressure created in ass,
don't help me with reply.
Onset of shiver with a splash of cold water
and a minutes of heat generated by the pep talk
i pep up myself
ready to face the world .


Breakfast of bread and jam
with a caressing speech of mom and dad
for new begining,
Always stuck in traffic jam
nostalgic dog, mammoth size doger, twinkling of water , blueness of sky turns out vague
for exploring.
Elegance and racy look of english maam haunts me
Guys around turn horny
Tapping her wrinkled hands om my head
Ask " what's life? "
"Life is nothing but a mystery with a darkness ahead with many choices ."
gabbling i speak
she only leaves me with a reply
"Are u mad? "


I leave class, play football passionately
front bencher's say , I am mad.
I fight against the hooligans teasing a girl,
people around say, I am mad.
I joke myself just to bring smile on the face of baby,
Amazon mom says, I am mad.
I use pick up lines to impress my girl,
she says , I am mad .
I find myself alone in the crowd because i am different
Superstitious moral say, i am mad.
I think of world full of happiness,
My conscience say, I am mad .

Fuck  !!!! who say i am mad
just because i play well enough ,
it don't have to freak you.
just because i have a honorable life ,
it don't have to boast you.
just because i live a happier life
it don't have to fry you.
just because i have a state more then you,
it don't have to burn you.
just because i have a ocean of imagination
it don't have to sink you down.
just because i have heart
it don't have to burst you .


Soaked with madness
i return home with a contentment
i really am  invincible
And sleep with the dream to head a new journey alone next morning.

peace due to peace

 ad initio ,
born to a land of mercy ,
the earth .
Grown up ,
Tied up ,
with a chain of retaliation.
After a minutes of jaunt,
I think,
How people are connected?
Meanwhile,
I don't wanna distress my mind.
But then
the conclusion comes,
People,
People here are knitted with a needle and thread,
thread with no point to get stuck and bound.
We say,
the bond is covalent ,
As the needle moves,
thread follows it's way .
As if
was never meant to stop anywhere.

I heard somebody gossip,
can never find peace.
just then,
I remembered of peace,
peace once came finding me .
It never had a question .
But,
I do .
Where is the real taste of living ?
humiliation, cutting , killing , poking , blah blah blah
I am a guy of 21 st century,
I enjoy this .
I mother fucking don't enjoy peace.
I want to strengthen and
grow up and up ..
Peace isn't my destiny .
Sad peace,
left me .
with a word ,
Man, this is why I am extinct .
I laughed at it's face.
saying,
Your extinction will make earth prosper.
Suddenly,
Peace left me
and this world.


Then ....... the world,
Chaos!!! chaos!!!! chaos!!!
All around,
Witnessed real pain and war
fear everywhere.
I was born to live ,
At moment,
peace was summoned .
Peace refused ,
I got hatred , hatred and hatred !!!
Then,
In a peaceship,
I travelled ,
Reached the peace
Requested to drop down ,
But it refused .
I found myself guilty,
Even took out my heart ,
handed onto the peace.
to drop down for the people behind .
Fuckk !!!! u all human's
replied.
convienced deep down ,
He bestow it's caressing hands on my face ,
and then landed on,
Since then world is a wonderful place for all.

My existence a "?" mark

Looking the reflection in a stagnant water,
Makes me feel proud.
Without letting the words to utter,
Hates me all walk in the crowd.
Far from a normal human's , I have my own different world,
Where haunts all the freaking devils of earth.
No one I find to cradle me in this world,
All look's supportive but abusive is the core rule of this hearth.
My beauty is not judged for my apparel and glamour,
Bosom is what they judge for my beauty.
Judgement is done for the money I worth,
If I turn into a mint,
Then would my rating be done as the most beautiful and sexiest on earth.

Disseminate clamour of pain throughout the crib ,
I fondle the pain blissfully,
Knowing it's my life,
Light and freedom is what I expect hopefully,
Nobody hears my disconsolation,
the awful results of pain are enjoyed fiercely inside the crib.

Lodging and fooding was cold,
Brought to gloomy world,
This is a heaven I was told ,
Ferocity haunts, they never told.

I see suave damsel roaming around,
Comparing If I could stand somewhere around,
I find no difference but
Why am  I called by a different name "whore"?
Why so called civilized boycott me from society ?
Why can't I live a gallantry and gaiety life like them?
After all I was deceived from the society ,
The society where the noblest survive being a hypocrite,
Where aristocracy roots but being willowy is lethal or deeply criticized.

I am in a fragile condition,
Rescue me !!! has become an open expedition,
If this goes on,
Cad's will rule the competition.
I dream of cavalry fortify to save me,
Fighting and grouping with many more like me.
I will be laughing at God,
Seeing the end of universe,
As our eternal flame of vengeance will burn whole universe.

darkness

                               Darkness  

Never seen light in the mirror of darkness,
Darkness is seen if mind has no clear vision of future,
If present rocks,burnt coal is what you get in future.
When gems pearls stop to glitter, the thing left is darkness.

Bringing together the lids of eyes, the thing we see is darkness.
Darkness is witnessed in a place where the land breaths for retaliation,
Darkness arises in a place where war is only an option.
Darkness is when heart beats for daunt,
Darkness comes when the moon is betrayed by an earth,
Looking out of prison window, prisoner feels the end of darkness.


Separating two lovers results the life of darkness,
Woods turning into barren land results the atmosphere of darkness,
Darkness  is when we fail to climb the stairs of success,
Darkness  resides in a frustrated mind.
Darkness leaps in an open eyes when life becomes a stick,
When peace leaves the soul, everything we see becomes the darkness,
For me, when you forget your identity and presence is when you live in the world of darkness,
When we don't see our reflection in blue lake water, is the actual meaning of darkness .

I-FROG

                                                 I-FROG

Seeing the sky,
Never saying 'Hi',
Hearing it roar with the voice of thunder,
Crying with a drizzle,taking away the thunder.

People usually murmur when the thunder comes,
But there are some whose happy moment comes.
Saying it's mating time,they come out here and there,
People enjoy their melodious croaking sound when they hear.

Limping is what we call is their way of walk,
When they come to our sight,killing is what we talk.
Males call their mating partner by a croaking sound,
Biologist start working to show what they found.

God has gifted such a nostalgic creature,
Gifts are to be kept but we are always after it's feature.
Tearing, killing and cutting has become our culture,
By the way, if we don't do this,
Will anyone call 'US' an intelligent creature ?
Why are we compelled to live such a cursed life,
God, next time I come,
Frog is all I want to be in my life.  

"FOOTBALL THROUGH INJURED LOVER "

I saw football rolling slowly , It came to me and stopped immediately, I tried to lift my leg to hit forcefully, Suddenly I noticed joint of an ankle got ruptured haphazardly .. Now when I see same ball but with different face , As if it's happiness has been insulated by my handicapped pace, Only looking at me to bring back happiness that would charm it's grace , I think was me, that let ball forget it's insalubrious face ..

Cry for the moment

I saw her crying ,
From the threshold of her heart ,
I left no option to that ,
No option , than to jump from the railing !


Why was I so contented with my failure ???
Her dream was just little bit tougher ,
Her soft and warm hand always tired of showing me path brighter ,

She rushed to me if I did anything better ,
But today I left her alone in the world ,
Where no one of her kind could live bold .


She gave me her life ,
To which I didn't even put a sight .
Her love was greater than God ,
I thought nothing in this world could win the God .
Her almighty soul created beats for me ,
To which I dance saying It was only me .
Inspite of my disappointment to her ,
She didn't even think It was sin for her .


Now when I close my eyes,
There is no one but only those eyes ,
Who wanted to see me as a being to bring life to many I's.


I hope you can hear me MOM,
For your child has known your mourn .
What a stupid child I am
Didn't even notice your tears turn to ocean ,
For me , I thought it was only fashion.


Please MOM , don't lose hope ,
As your hope can only help me galllop .
Tomorrow when sun rises ,
You will see your child going high above the sky rises .
(LOVE u MOM )